Time

What a weekend. Oh man.. I feel so bad for my friend and I want there to be something that I can do.. anything.. that would make it get better faster. I know that there's not anything besides prayer, but it feels like there should be.. you know?

This whole thing has really rocked my world. I mean I've experienced death before, but this one is different for some reason. It's opened my eyes to how fragile life is and how anything can happen to anyone at any time. It makes me wonder if I've treated people in a way that I won't regret one day. A day that I've just been reminded could be much sooner than I think. Relationships with people are so important. I just feel like I've done a crummy job with some of mine. Though something I do have is time.. no matter how little.. I do have it. So, being one who tries to take something good from situations like this one.. I'm going to try harder. Try harder to be a better daughter, a better sister, and a better friend.

So, if I do something to you that is uncalled for just smack me and tell me to stop being a jerk. I would really appreciate that.